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• March 20, 2023

  this

  is the third full week of march and as much as i want to not count weeks like this, i am.  i want to just be present and stop counting down things.  i want to stop wondering what is going to happen next and just be here.  maybe give my anxiety a rest from my…
• March 7, 2023

  okay

  so i feel like i was like, hey it’s me i started a blog & then closed my eyes & maybe pretended it didn’t happen & then procrastinated & did everything else under the sun except write which is my usual self sabotage method, i think.  you see, i forget that something is better than…
• October 29, 2022

  so

  i started out strong on the first post, i think.  so i think this is me telling you that the vulnerability only goes deeper from here. unsure how deep or what topics i’ll talk about just yet.  i just needed a space to write. & yes, any normal person would use a private journal but…
• October 7, 2022

  hi.

  my anxiety has been at full force these last couple of days.  seeing a news article about a 34 year old woman abducted while running and then had her body found days later just really amped up it.  i cannot imagine the trauma she endured or the trauma her family is currently experiencing and it…